Day 1211 - Curtain Call

It's been awhile since I had the time, or rather the energy, to sit and write. With all the divisiveness and hate spreading in this country, I found myself seeking the beauty of life, the simple things I can focus on to superimpose the angry words I read on a daily basis. I do not need the negativity in my mind and I choose to focus on the beauty life has to give.

My life is filled with beauty,
I see it everyday through my hopeful eyes,
They seek out the good in people,
Even if it's buried deep down inside.

I have such beautiful dreams,
Dreams of endless love and human grace,
I watch as it spreads through actions, not words, 
Accepting all, regardless of their life's place.

My beliefs surround me in beauty,
I have one life to live,
I choose positivity and faith,
Those who've lost their way, I must forgive.

I think with a beautiful mind,
That we all should be free,
Free from the agony of monetary evils,
Freeing us all, to fulfill each others needs.

We all could have such a peace of mind,
If we just recognize the beauty around us all,
We could defend ourselves from any darkness, 
If we just, together, refuse beauty to take it's last curtain call.

Day 1089 - Picture Frame

I look at my old photos and I just don't care,
They're just long gone memories of how I got to be here.
The smiles, the laughs and the tears I have cried,
Just pieces of "remember when?" leading to full body sighs.
I don't need them taking up space in my mind,
Taking away from the present me I'm trying to find.

Yes, they give me a glimpse of young faces without any lines,
Happiness seemingly flowing from everyone, all of the time.
Laying peacefully, I'm being held in everybody's arms,
Hiding under blankets of love, showcasing my young, boyish charms.
But the answers aren't in this dirty picture frame hanging up on the wall,
It's just there to take me back in time to when I worried about nothing it all.

From little kid to the man here now, I seem to have lost a gear or two,
My mind focuses only on new and useless things I let life push through.
Joyous moments leave me staring blindly and numb for all to see,
I fake smiles, knowing full well that is not who I am or what I want to be.
My body is falling apart, beginning to ache with the slightest of moves,
I lay lazily thinking about how I should go out, find ways to improve!

It's guess it's time to wake up and laugh again with the ones I love so much,
Take the weight of thoughts in my mind and rid myself of the proverbial crutch.
It just takes a moment, I'll center my mind, re-focus on what means the most in time,
I'll channel that in to a positive energy, re-charge for the next steps of my climb.
I'm ready to take the leap, make the move, to be the me I need right now,
Leave the past and the present behind, let my strong mind be the one to show me how.

Day 1079 - A Little Something

You're my favorite vinyl record,
Spinning in my head all day,
My lucky silver penny,
Giving me everything I've ever dreamed,
And like the wind and the rain,
You wash away all my pain,
Letting your love shine up high,
Melting my heart every day. 

Day 1063 - Lucky Guy

I'm not very fly,
Just a lucky guy,
Who's smile caught a pretty girl,
Ended up changing two people's worlds.
I'd say it's all for the good,
And frankly I should,
Because now I can't see me,
Without her, she's the M to my C.
Distance is scary at times,
New friends make jealousy climb,
But we carry a strong faith and trust,
Saying "screw you" to one time lust.
We journey on, texting all day,
Communications on time, responses delayed,
By night's fall, eyes are closing so tight,
No time to catch up before darkness of night.
Weekends are the pride that we have,
Happiness abounds, smiles are glad,

It's time to catch up on good times and bad,
All while forgetting we spent another week so sad.

Day 1005 - Take You Away

I want to take you away,
It's all I want to do,
I want us to feel free,
Will you come with me?
It doesn't matter where we go,
Up to the mountains,
Down to the sea,
Into to the city,
Out to the country,
Anywhere but alone,
I want to feel your heart beat,
Be your real life dream,
I want me to be me
You to be you, 
I'm not afraid,
Whatever it takes,
That's what we always say,
Now we seem content,
To let it be.

Day 1000 - A Thousand Days

I've thought of you for a thousand days,
Said I love you in a thousand ways,
My mind writes the words which elate,  
My heart stretches into a thousand shapes,
While I put it out there for all to see,
People still don't know us, like you and me,
How we wandered around hopelessly unknowing,
How we love so hard without showing,
They can't feel the pain we relive each and every day,
Feeling love in only the words we say,
It's not been a easy backseat ride,
Rather, more of a steep uphill climb,
They have not felt distance in our dreams,
Waking alone, to the sound of silent screams,
There's no warm morning hugs or kisses,
Only strong faith and oh so many wishes,
We fight hard through these trying times,
Wondering if we're missing moments of a lifetime.
One day the wind will carry you back to my arms,
Free us from the release of sad emotions harm,
We'll come out stronger on the other side,
And look back at what will have been a wild ride.

Day 993 - My Fix

 

What would I give,
To get my fix of you,
For one taste of your lips,
To feel your warmth,
Your delicate skin,
To have your eyes gazing deep in mine,
Tangled beneath the sheets,
A slave to your love,
Breathlessly at peace,
To have out hearts in sync?
There is nothing I wouldn't do.