Day 100

100 nights I've laid my head alone on my sheets,
100 nights I've dreamed of holding you.

100 mornings I slowly open my eyes, hoping you'll be there,
100 mornings I settle for an old, bedside photo.

100 days of wishing for you, that's 34 genies,
100 wishes I'd give up if could just have you for one.

100 women pass by me everyday,
100 times my thoughts stay focused on a life with you.

100 sunrises in the East and sunsets in the West,
100 axis rotations, forever equidistant from you.

100 news days filled with somber stories,
100 uplifting love stories that go untold.

100 days I've looked forward to my nights,
100 Skype dates enjoying your sweet smile and laugh.

100 days missing all of you,
100 more I'll wait to be kissing you.

Day 99

I was deaf before I met you,
Never heard a love song,
Never heard a heart beat for me,
Never heard an honest 'I love you.'

I was blind before I met you,
Never saw a future in love,
Never saw what love could be,
Never saw how love could change me.

I was dumb before I met you,
Thought I knew what love was,
Thought settling was worth while,
Thought receiving a little return love was enough.

Your love let me hear true love sounds,
Opened up my eyes to see honest love,
Allowed me to give love while receiving love,
You are all that was missing in my life.

Day 98

I'm looking forward to the little things,
Walks in the park,
Or just down the street.

Trips to the store,
Where you pick out my clothes,
And lay them out the next day.

Talking and laughing,
Hearing stories of the day,
Wishing I was there with you.

Making dinner at home,
Together we cut up the food,
Nibbling on each other as it cooks.

Cuddling on the couch,
Watching sappy movies until we cry,
Keeping warm under a blanket of love.

Big spoon or little,
We hold each other tight,
Waking to "I Love You" everyday.

Day 97

Your kisses,
Make me jump so high,
Run so fast,
Leave me spinning round and round.

I wanna scream at the top of my lungs,
'Cause they send me,
Shooting to the moon,
Dancing on the stars,
Riding comets around the sun.

It's like a roller coaster ride,
Gotta' hold on tight.
I go flying off the rails,
Through the loopty-loop,
Hoping the ride never ends.

I savor that feeling,
It gets me through every day.
I hope my lips and my kiss,
Leave you feeling the same way.

Day 96

From the moment I met you,  I was going crazy,
Not knowing one day, I'd call you my baby.
Thoughts of us, lead to smiles from cheek to cheek,
Like a giddy schoolboy licking ice cream treats.

You are faithful in love and the truest of friends,
Sewed up a heart, I thought might never mend.
You are a savior and anchor holding me tight,
Like the roots of a tree, you keep me upright.

I feel like I don't praise you enough each day,
How amazing you are, so many kind words say.
You lift my spirits up, all the way to the sky,
Like a hawk gliding the wind, way up high..

Let's tell the world how great love can be,
True love found, from what started as a mystery.
You captivate my mind, body and soul,
Like the best secret in the world, you're all I need to know.

Day 95

Diamonds sparkle, but they don't shine,
As much as I do, when it's loving you time.

Precious stones and metals, they are nice,
But they're not a precious as my loving wife.

You are my rock, you make my heart roll,
A dedicated love, solidified in my soul.

Day 94

Pull on those heart strings,
Listen to the love song they sing,
Tug on them one at a time,
Watch my love pour all over, truly sublime.

Day 93

I live in Music City,
But all I hear are songs about me missing you.

You live in the land of a billion souls,
But you fell for one a thousand miles away.

I am thankful for life's good timing,
But now it seems to tick by so slow.

We say we are lucky,
But distance's pain would say no such thing.

My heart hurts most days and more at night,
But it feels whole, a first in my life.

I just want to give you all my love,
But your eyes are not here for me to stare in to.

I pray, I hope, I wish, I yearn for your touch
And I know deep down I will feel it again.

Day 92

Oh babe, wipe up that tear filled puddle,
Of course I am down to cuddle!
I'll hold you close, you hold me tight,
You can drift off to dream once we kiss goodnight.

I hope you have the sweetest dreams,
Ones filled with love gone to extreme.
Maybe you'll see our two hearts melt in to one,
As we lay together after making our son.

I'll be there throughout the star filled sky,
Just close those pretty eyes.
Trust in me with every breath you take,
I'll be holding you just as tight when you wake.

Day 91

If only I had a set of wings,
I could leap from mountain high,
Eyes closed, arms outwide,
Let the wind carry me to you

Day 90

Today is my 32nd birthday and Easter Sunday. Celebrating my birth with the Resurrection of Jesus is pretty amazing. Today also marks 90 long days, three months, since I started this blog and much longer since I was able to touch her and kiss her lips. It hurts just typing that sentence, but we remain strong and determined to be together again. Heartbreak will not win, we will not let love fail! 


The moment I said I love you,
I knew, it was the last of an easy life.
We would be separated,
We would feel alone,
And our hearts would hurt everyday.
But loving you comes so easy,
Even with all this crooked pain,
We continue on the path illuminated by our hearts.
I believe in us wholeheartedly,
I miss the me I am with you,
The smiles and happiness you bring,
All the joy and adventure we create,
We will have a beautiful, magnificent, wonderful life.

Day 89

I'm not afraid to share secrets with you,
Let you in all parts of my life, everything I do.
You know the ins and out of my soul,
One look from you and I just lose all control.

We are intertwined,
Within the heart and the mind.
All thoughts lead us to one place,
Back together, a warm, loving embrace.

We make the sound of a symphony,
With just two man-made timpanis.
Boom, boom, they never skip a beat,
Faster and faster, like the ticker on wall street.

We have completed almost two trips around the sun,
Slowly turning, yearning for good things to come.
Place your hand on your chest, that is me,
I will place mine, close my eyes, and feel thee.

Day 88

We've just begun to explore love's taste,
So fresh and new, forced to be displaced.
While we remain worlds apart,
Forever we keep memories close to our hearts.
Don't let the rhythm they create change inside,
Those thundering beats are your guide.
They will lead you back to my arms,
Forcing out smiles and my boyish charm.

Day 87

A wave of a wand,
A rabbit in a hat,
A cape on the neck,
A disappearing act.
Sawing a woman in half,
Illusions and levitation,
Mental games of chance,
Doves from a pan,
Teeth clenching bullet man,
Vanishing coins, card tricks,
Slight of hand, mind games.
Abracadabra baby,
This love is magic.

Day 86

One, such a boring way to live,
Two, a soul mate to spend life with,
Three,
Four,
Five,
That makes a family and I'm ready for ours.

Day 85

I love spoiling you,
Giving undivided attention,
Showing adoring love,
The simple things,
That mean so much.

In return,
I receive non-stop love,
Just for being me,
And giving you,
All that you need.

This world needs more like us,
More love, more giving, more faith,
I hope people see our love,
Feel our love,
And change the way they love.

Day 84

Your smile blows me away every time.
I can't help but smile back.
You make bad days turn good,
Good days even better.
I am in love with you,
And will be yours until the end.

Day 83

Memory is the scribe of the soul - Aristotle

I see you there,
In a wooden chair.
Staring at a computer screen,
Such a sight to be seen.

7-Eleven, black metal table,
Whiskey and coke, black label.
Card games and insult,
Winning, your only welcome result.

Teammates at war,
A red nosed birdie ready to soar.
Determination and focus, musts to win,
Loses pile up, too much flirting and skin.

Classes and trips out of town,
Uninterested acts, but not backing down.
A partner in laughs and all that sing,
Curious eyes, knowing not yet what they will bring.

A pool hall by the river,
Dancing and drinking, time to deliver.
We sneak outside, quiet and brave,
Satisfying that which we had craved.

A final day to see your beautiful face,
Time now becomes a serious race.
We tempt on elevators, stairs and rooftops,
By the end of the night we just can't stop.

I see you standing at Double before I will go,
I don't know which cards I should show.
I settle for a gentle hug and a sad goodbye,
Thinking of what ifs and what they imply.

Day 82

Once in a very long time,
A woman comes along,
Who understand you,
Makes you feel complete,
And surrounds you with happiness.

She soft, yet bold,
Quiet, but full of life,
One filled with emotions,
Uncontrollable laughter,
Sometimes anger, but mostly joy.

She'll take your hand any place,
Sneak in kiss anywhere,
Prod you with seductive eyes,
Make you sing and dance,
Always making you believe.

She's a dreamer at heart,
Sometimes just needing a push,
To really give it her all,
To to take that leap of faith,
Which will land her in control.

Most importantly, she gives you love,
The unconditional kind,
Speaks the sweetest words,
The one that let you know,
She's yours for a lifetime.

Day 81

The stars in the sky,
They are not mine.
The wind that blows,
Can not be tamed.
The wild rivers that roar,
Always find their way to freedom.

A beautiful, loving girl,
You weren't always mine.
Your seductive brown eyes,
Easily tamed my mind.
These two hearts filled with love,
Will on day find their freedom.

Day 80

Tonight I'm feeling lonely,
Laying on my couch,
Writing this blog,
And waiting for you to wake.

How much I dream,
Of laying here with you,
Staring in your eyes,
And enjoying your warmth.

You have me hooked,
I just can't get enough,
Of the sweet sugar you give,
And I would do anything to taste it now.

When this Skype phone rings,
My frown goes away,
I smile from ear to ear,
And everything becomes alright.

Day 79

Your are an atomic bomb,
Exploding in my heart,
Changing my whole world.

You started this war of love,
It rages on inside of us,
I will not surrender until I've given my all.

The battles we fight,
On two separate continents,
Leave us battered, but we grow stronger.

One day this desolate landscape,
Will grow over with new life,
Covering the battlefield, both sides at peace.

Day 78

I got love girl,
It's seeping through my pores,
I got love girl,
It's you that I adore.

You're the one for me,
The one I couldn't see, before.
I didn't know you were there,
Then we met and now we're here.
It's real love girl.

I no longer feel alone,
Away from hearts made of stone,
You've unlocked a door,
Shown me love is worth waiting for.
It's true love girl.

You've saved this weary soul,
Got my life back in control.
I'm ready for our next steps in life,
Aisles and flowers, you my wife.
It's eternal love girl.

Day 77

Got caught up watching a documentary on homelessness in Nashville on public television and garnered a little inspiration:

You're the drug I've been looking for,
The one that grips my soul,
Keeps me on a high,
Leaving me wanting more.

I've become an addict,
You are a habit I just can't shake.
I'm living on the edge,
Past the point of no return.

If you were illegal,
I would still find a way to get my fix.
I can't survive without you,
Nor am I willing to give it a try.

Quitting now would leave me empty,
Withdrawals would be unbearable.
I'm much better off with this dependence,
I'd even settle for an overdose.

Day 76

I'm a scared little boy,

Hiding under my covers.
The creaks and cracks of this old house,
Leave me trembling in fear.

I hear a voice down the hall,
But I live here alone.
It seem to be heading this way,
Slowly creeping, ready to slip in my bed.

I feel a cold chill run up my spine,
A human hand pricking my skin.
Hairs on my neck stands up straight,
I begin to sweat and shake.

A voice whispers "I made you coffee,"
A calm comes over me.
It's my baby, she got up early,
Brought me breakfast in bed.

What a sweetheart she is,
I am a lucky man.
Always thinking of me,
Letting me give her all the love I have.

Day 75

Listen to the birds,
The love songs they sing,
Flying freely, just air beneath their wings.

Watch the trees sway in the wind,
Just blooming with little green buds up high,
Stretching their limbs towards the sky.

Feel the warmth of the sun,
Its rays beating down of your face,
Replacing cold with a shadow trace.

Smell the flowers growing nearby,
Purple and yellow, lined up in a row,
Bend down, let their aroma fill your nose.

Lay down in the grass,
Look up at the shapes of the clouds,
Passing over blue sky, like a mysterious shroud.

Everything is coming back to life,
Spring is a beautiful time of year,
If only the one I love was here to share.

Day 74

Beneath my skin,
Beneath this flesh and bone,
Lie a mass of red muscle,
Beating rapidly,
Pumping blood through my veins.

This thing we call a heart,
It beats all day long,
With each one, it calls your name,
Yearning to be pulled closer,
So close, you can feel its power.

Inside your chest,
Through your rib cage,
Lies you own burning mass,
Beating in sync with mine,
Calling my name from afar.

Let's cure this heart's ache,
This hurt that builds each day apart,
Causing the beats to slow.
Come to me now, lay on top of me,
Heart to heart and let the world fade away.

Day 73

We've lived love, weeks at a time,
Some of the best days of our lives.
While we are apart these days,
We won't let distance get in our way,
Keeping it alive through many Skype kisses,
Although the real thing is much more delicious.

I can't help but smile when you come online,
Just something about you makes me feel real fine.
I enjoy our talks and discussions of life,
All of our plans as husband and wife.
I really do feel lucky to have landed you,
Whether it's luck or fate, it is so pure and true.

Time moves so fast, soon we will be able to embrace,
No more laptops or phones to protect your face.
I picture this moment a hundred times a day,
What you will wear, what we will say.
Love will pour out of hearts, enough to fill a bus,
Even if no word are spoken by us.

Day 72

You are my queen,
I am your king,
Let's sit on our thrones and sing.

A lullaby about a warm Spring day,
Grass all in our hair,
Being naughty, in the open air.

Yes, this is a semi-erotic tale,
Two passionate lovers,
No cares, just thoughts of each other.

We sneak away whenever we can,
Seductive glances and warm, wet kisses,
Planning out all our dreams and wishes.

Holding hands, we walk and talk,
Caressing each other's skin,
Arousing the senses, ready for sin.

We find a place high on the hill,
A empty pasture, with one lonely tree,
We embrace and rattle the leaves.

In a fit of lust, clothes hit the ground,
Revealing a passion built up for so long,
The sweat, the moans, a fire full blown

As it rages on, with so much control,
Scratching and biting, screams of delight,
Two becoming one, never felt so right.

The release comes at just the right time,
Sending my world right in to yours,
Tender words spoken, "I'll always be yours."

Day 71

This old bar room,

Was dark with sorrow,

Then you walked in,

And turned on my light,

Now I don’t feel as empty,

As I thought I would tonight.

I wanna say hello,

Buy you a drink,

Get your number,

Ask you dance,

But my knees just went weak,

Now I can barely stand.

The thought of last call,

Without having met you,

Is a fate,

I couldn’t bear,

But I’m still on this bar stool

And you’re still haunting me, over there.

Now I’m on feet,

Heaven help me,

This could be my end,

Or our beginning, 

A tap on the shoulder, Lead with hello.

And just ask her anything.

Honey I’m come over,

I think I’m ready,

I just needed time

To catch my breath,

Before I, let you take,

It away all over again.