Day 131 - Headed Your Way

I gotta go, gotta go,
Gotta go right now,
Can't stop, can't talk,
I just gotta go.

I left her waiting
Waiting around for me,
And here I am,
So far away you see.

Time is moving,
Just ever too slow,
But I'm ready already,
To get this show on the road.

Gonna climb on a jet,
Or hop on a train,
Ride anything,
To bring us together again.

Stop all the tears,
Lock lonely away,
I'm on a path,
And it's headed your way.

Day 130 - Covered in Skin

I need more than computer keys,
And dark tinted screens.
They just don't fill this void in me.
Lost calls, the power is out,
It leaves me with doubts,
That you were even listening to me.  

I want to be covered in skin,
Wrapped up in sin,
With you on the other side of the world.
I know it's a long way,
The truth is I can't stay,
For more than a week or two.

Someday we'll be in the same place,
Not running a race,
For which there seems to be no end.
I'll run all the red lights,
Until you're in my sight,
And catch you as you jump in to my arms.

I want to be covered in skin,
Wrapped up in sin,
With you on the other side of the world.
I know it's a long way,
The truth is I can't stay,
For more than a week or two.

This is the first and the last time,
You'll commit this crime,
Stealing my heart then leaving lonely behind
Once you and I are together,
I'll have to tie on a tether,
And never let you out of my sight again.

Day 129 - Happiness

Happiness isn't sitting on mounds of money,
Driving around in $100,000 cars,
Cruising up the coast in a million dollar yacht.
Owning an island? That's not for me.
Mansions you visit once a year,
There is no happiness to be found there.

Happiness is lending a helping hand,
To someone scraping by on the ground.
Mentoring a child to do their best,
No matter if their parents can't help themselves.
Offer a smile to someone having a bad day,
You might just be able to turn it all around.

Loving thy neighbor is happiness in it's purest form,
While my love for others is strong,
My love for you rages deep inside each day,
Presenting itself in moments of laughter,
Uncontrollable smiles thinking of memories we've made,
And a calm soul going forward into a future unknown.

Day 128 - You're the...

You're the rock to my roll,
The bread to my butter,
The curry to my chicken,
The soup to my bowl,
The ham to my cheese,
The leaf to my tree,
The river to my canyon,
The sun to my day,
The moon to my night,
The Rosie to my Sophie Grace,
The Orphan to my Black,
The Rayna to my Deacon,
The Penny to my Leonard,

You're everything I've ever dreamed and more.

Day 127 - I Want

I want to kiss you until we are both out of breath,
Then lay with you until our passion rises again.

I want to feel your warm body making me sweat,
And then pull you in closer until we become one.

I want to whisper softly in your ear the sweetest words,
Watching you smile and seeing those pretty eyes light up.

I want to hear you laugh uncontrollably as stupid jokes,
Letting me know that I can be me around you.

I want to create fun, loving and adventurous memories with you,
And listen to you tell them as stories to anyone who will listen.

I want to bask you in happiness and light a spark with you every night,
One that will only burn out when He comes to take us away.

Day 126

Today, I miss you,
More than yesterday,
Less than tomorrow.

Day 125 - Dreaming

My baby sleeps,
And dreams,
Of monsters and me,
Battling for her soul,
The only thing that will allow us to survive.

Wielding a giant sword,
I'm ready to strike,
Taking what I believe to be mine.
"Stand back monster," I say,
Or reap the pain of death.

As the fight rages,
She has her eye on me,
The handsome, town boy,
Showing no fear,
Hoping he wins and draws her near.

In the end,
Among the blood and sweat,
Lies the sole survivor.
The boy killed the beast,
Now just one heart beats on.

What a weird dream for a lady,
One as sophisticated as you.
I think meadows and flowers,
Are more to your liking,
But at least you do dream of me.

Day 124 - A Secret

Can you keep a secret?
I've fallen in love with a girl.
She's not just any girl,
She's the one that fills my soul,
With happiness.
My love for her grows,
Eternally.
She make me feel alive,
Challenging my mind,
Lifting my spirit up high.
Her beauty lies within,
Her skin hides it well,
But she is caring,
Supportive,
Intelligent,
and sweetly kind.
I can't get of enough,
Of all that she gives.
This endless love,
It will burn forever.

Day 123 - Breathless

Watching you quietly sleep,
Drool running down your cheek,
My face just full of smiles,
Leaving me breathless for awhile.

Being with you as a new day begins,
Sunlight caressing soft, cinnamon skin,
Big spoon and little spoon,
Laying together, breathless 'til noon.

Afternoons filled with laughter and fun,
Living every moment with my only one,
Sexy glances always heading my way,
Breathless, all through the day.

Sitting with you under moonlight,
Leaning in with eyes closed tight,
Sealing your lips with mine,
Leaves me breathless every time.

Two bodies warm, in lover's pose,
Body to body, nose to nose,
Sensual touches, sounds of delight,
Leaving me breathless throughout the night.

Day 122

Take me by the hand,
Tell me I'm your man.
Hold me close you and say,
Don't ever let me go, okay?
We'll create our own little world,
Just one boy and one girl.

Day 121

Working my life away,
Just wanna spend all day,
With you.

Don't need any money
Just you to call me honey,
Baby doll.

Your love is full of riches,
Fulfilling all my wishes,
Yes you do.

Time is ticking slow,
Baby don't you know,
I miss you.

Day 120 - The Seedling

A seed plants itself,
High on hill,
Overlooking fields of green,
Underneath skies of blue.

There it sits in the dirt,
Infusing with water,
Feeding on rays of sun,
Rooting a foundation to grow.

As it peaks through the ground,
It's eyes are opened,
So many other seedlings,
Seemingly familiar.

Something about this seedling,
It is stronger than the others,
Stands taller than the others,
With them staring on in envy

She continues to grow,
Becoming a beautiful flower,
Each petal drawing attention,
Impossible to be ignored.

Then one day,
A handsome man stops by,
His eyes enjoy a crowded field,
But he sets them on only one.

The seedling,
Grown into a beautiful flower, is you.
The gentle, loving man,
Who picked you over all, is me.

Day 119

I'm here for you my dear,
To brush your hair,
Dry your tears.
I'll show you care,
Always be sincere,
Calm all your fears.
Let me draw you near,
Nibble your ear,
And smack your rear.
I am ready for our world premier,
Know I'll be there throughout the years.

Day 118 - The Truth

The truth is,
I never knew what I wanted in love,
A body to hold, lips to kiss, seemed to fill a need.
Just going with the flow and never connecting too deep,
That got me through many a day and night.

The truth is,
When I first laid eyes on you I said, she is the prettiest in the room,
I bet she has a boyfriend and is just as shy as the others.
Then the good news came late one night, neither was really true,
You were competitive with a dry, flirtatious humor; a smart ass like me.

The truth is,
After that night, I set my sights on winning you over,
Not for love or a relationship, just lust and temptation.
I tried to act uninterested, but I know my eyes gave me away,
Always staring, in a way most would find creepy, but not you.

The truth is,
I was very unsure that night, a little nervous perhaps,
But we snuck outside, our lips met and you tasted like nicotine.  
Walking back to Double, I was eager and maybe it showed,
I was ready, but my heart sank when you closed the door.

The truth is,
I was let down, a little disappointed in my game,
I knew I had just one more night to score some points.
That night on the rooftop, I think everyone knew,
We kept disappearing, all over each other, all so new.

The truth is,
When we got back to your room, I was nervous again,
Alone with a pretty Asian girl; a dream of mine.
You held the all the cards, and experience too,
I was blown away in not one way, but two.

The truth is,
I left that next day proud and confident,
I was amazed at the power of my first one night stand.
Are they all that much fun and enjoyable?
Do they all lay and talk and connect after, as if it was nothing new?

The truth is,
I thought of you, of us, over the next few days,
Wondering why I couldn't get you out of my mind.
There was something about you, your smile that was real,
Something I couldn't place, but it couldn't be ignored.

The truth is,
Those next few weeks I was pulled in ever so tight,
Learning so many amazing things about a girl I first wanted just for her beauty.
Skype allowed us to bond emotionally, mentally and put us on the same page,
A page filled with music, laughs, stories, smiles; you understand all that I am.

The truth is,
When I said there were many different types of love, I lied,
You had hooked me in a short period of time, but I was too shy.
Falling in love on a computer, what would people say?
Now I know the "how" doesn't matter, just what feel inside.

The truth is,
You know all of this already,
I have been open and honest with you from the start.
That is who I am and who I will forever be,
I know you feel the same and will give you all to me.

The truth is,
Tears are rolling down my cheek as I write this you,
The memories are great, but my heart is missing a piece.
I miss you so much, but I won't let this distance be the death of me,
Time to harness the power of love and ride off in to the sunset together.  

Day 117

You are the one I've been waiting for,
The one that opened so many doors,
To places in my heart I never knew I had,
Emitting happy emotions, leaving behind the sad.

I look forward to spending these early years,
Waking up, opening my eyes, seeing you appear.
Moving in to night fueled by passionate touches,
Holding tight in each other's clutches.

The next steps in this crazy life,
Will be as a loving husband and wife.
We'll raise honest and caring kids, maybe three,
I hope they have your brain and don't look like me.

Raising children will take its toll on our body and mind,
Working non-stop, supporting them through life's grind.
As we send them off to college, we'll be alone again,
Looking back on the good times, saying remember when?

Retirement will be the next journey we take.
Spending the money we worked so hard to make.
Grand kids will keep us young, we'll travel here and there,
Watch the changes come to bodies and faces, silvery gray hair.

When we begin to fall old and frail and weak,
You're the one I want to help me speak.
By then you'll know the words I want to choose,
As my thoughts I begin to loose.

Day 116

The way you love me,
With so much passion,
So much desire,
It drives me wild.

Your touch is sensual,
So gentle and sincere.
You've allowed me inside,
To that special place you hold dear.

You pump the blood through my veins,
Making me strong and steady.
I'll give you everything you need,
All day and night for as long as I am able.

I love your sweet, soft kisses,
Even when you sneak in a little tongue.
You are the lover every man dreams of,
The one who enjoys giving it all she has.

You grant me a warmth,
That I've never experienced.
It invigorates me to no end,
Keeping me exploding with happiness.

Love,
Major

Day 115

Love can be a never ending chess match,
Epic battles, wrong turns and sacrifices.
Watch out for the Bishop,
He may make you play with his Rook,
While the Knight watches on.
Sometimes it feels like you and I,
Are just Pawns in the game of love.
Even though we are on this adjournment,
We stand only a few moves away from checkmate,
Where a king and his queen remain.

Day 114

I thought you could only be created,
Within the fires of my imagination.
An enchanted siren living in my mind,
Coming to life deep in my dreams.

Reality has such a sweeter taste,
A princess with a heart of gold.
Engaged in affection with body and mind,
No need for disguises, nothing to conceal.

Day 113

Chemistry

Add one heart,
Cracked and broken at the seams.
A handful of salty tears,
Anger, emptiness and depression.
Thirty sleepless nights wondering why,
And a genuinely lost soul.

Slowly mix in,
A badly damaged heart.
One not given enough love,
Abused, unfulfilled and yearning for more.
Drop in dreams of respect,
With equal parts compassion and devotion.

Watch as two part loneliness,
Dissolves in to one part happiness.
See the masses collide,
Melting, mixing and combusting,
A fire ball of emotions, inseparable.
Chemistry, exploding hearts since time began.

Day 112

I'm on a path,

Heading straight to your heart. 

I'm beating down the weeds,

Chopping down the branches, 

Nothing shall stand in my way,

My compass points east,

The Far East to be exact,

A land of sacred cows,

The flowing river Ganges,

And richly flavored curry.

Mizoram is where my journey ends,

Tramping through the Mizo hills, 

Passing over winding dirt roads,

The beautiful landscape leads me to Aizawl,

Where I'll lay claim to my Christian girl.

Day 111 - In To A Song

I've been waiting,
Through Autumn leaves falling,
Winter storms howling your name.
These lonely tears,
Well they keep on a rolling,
Just like the ocean during Spring time rain.

And I, I can't wait any longer,
My feelings are stronger,
Than I've ever felt before.
Let's make this a Summer
We both remember,
Let's turn it right in to a song.

It's hot in July,
But with you by my side,
We'll see how high mercury can rise.
Each morning does bring,
Rays of sunlight and sin,
And we ride them a far as we can.

And I, I can't wait any longer,
My feelings are stronger,
Than I've ever felt before.
Let's make this a Summer
We both remember,
Let's turn it right in to a song.

Your breath on my neck,
As we fall asleep,
Keeps turning me on and on.
I could lay here forever,
Wrapped up in your arms,
A memory for just you and I.

And I, I can't wait any longer,
My feelings are stronger,
Than I've ever felt before.
Let's make this a Summer
We both remember,
Let's turn it right in to a song.

Day 110

I used to dream of mansions and fast cars,
Make my wishes on any bright stars.
I would pray to a God I didn't know, for a life full of riches,
Where I was important, full of glamour and glitzes.

I loved things bringing no value to my soul,
Letting jealousy begin to take it's toll.
Living a life without patience, thinking only of me,
It was all so wrong, but my young eyes didn't see.

I'm not sure when my mind changed its thinking,
What caused me to reverse the ship sinking.
Maybe being out on my own, seeing the life of others,
Away from the hate and disregard which I was smothered.

I've become a loving and accepting man,
One who cares, thinking of those with less than.
I can stand the thought of sitting on top of a pile of stuff,
I now know how to recognize when enough is enough.

You met this new, better man and I am glad,
The other me may have looked happy, but inside, sad.
I can now stand tall, be proud of the words I use and things I do,
Give all my heart and soul to the one who deserves. You!

Now I dream of days filled with your happiness and our kids,
I wish only on the shooting stars I see under your eyelids.
I pray to God, knowing he will always be there for us,
Throughout this long life we will fill with what matters, love and trust.

Day 109

If love were a Summer breeze,
We would float hand in hand on the wind.

If love were an Autumn sky,
We would be clouds in the shape of a heart.

If love were a Winter storm,
We would melt all the snow with one warm embrace.

If love were a Spring flower,
We would be a field of lavender ready to bloom.

Day 108

There are different kinds of love,
New love,
Young love,
First love,
Creepy, hiding in the bushes love,
Angry love,
Unsure love,
Money love,
Unhappy love,
Expired love
Inspired love,
Inconsolable love
Passionate love,
Crazy love,
Obsessive love,
But best of love is true love
And I have it with you.

Day 107

My fingers move fast from key to key,
My heart the one writing the words you see.
Inspired by the sweet memories in my mind,
Loving praises easily flow on every line.
Ranging from phrases like love at first sight,
To holding you close all through the night.
I can't get enough of what first drew me in,
Those luscious lips and heavenly skin.
Once you graced me with a taste of each,
Hearts got hooked and then mine was breached.
You'd entered a place few dared to go,
Arousing my loins and capturing my soul.
You lead me towards being a better man,
Yet you accept me just as I am.
I know you know how great that feels,
Nothing to hide, no lies to conceal.
My heart could write on and on about life with you,
Etched deep inside forever, this love is true.

Day 106

Memories are vast,
Our love is wide,
I wish we could cast distance aside.

You smile so sweet,
Your laugh is infectious,
All that you give just leaves me breathless.

You are my one,
Keep faith strong,
I will be coming for you before too long.

Day 105

I love you with all my heart and that will never change.

Day 104

I climbed to the top of that big oak tree,
Just to see if  I could see you looking for me.
With each step, from limb to limb,
The sky opened up, leaves blew in the wind.
Half way up I had to take a rest,
Next to an old, worn out bird's nest.
I saw ants and bees, creatures of all kinds,
Wondering what they all do to unwind.
Continuing on, the ground was far beneath,
The top of tree just within my reach,
Getting there was an odyssey for me,
In the end, I did not see what I wanted to see.

Day 103

I'm waiting patiently,
For You to part the waters again,
So I can walk across the Earth,
And find missing piece of my heart.

They say don't rush the plans You made,
Good things come to those that wait,
But days and nights of loneliness exist,
And I can't keep living life as if it's a dream.

I've confessed my love to You,
Dedicated my heart to her,
Yet I sit here climbing the walls,  
Before laying my head on a pillow of tears.

Send me one simple sign,
Let me know it's all going to be alright,
This darkness will turn to light,
My heart to no longer feel incomplete.

Day 102

You won't like me when I become obsessed,
Or maybe you will enjoy every minute of the unrest.
I'll follow you around to every place you go,
Secretly staring at your beauty which you'll never know.
Maybe you'll feel me creeping up from behind,
Maybe you'll be asleep while I peek through your window blind.
A soft brush against you in a crowded place,
Gone before you ever see my smiling face.
I can be a sneaky man when I fall this hard,
Always around, hidden like an ace in a deck of cards.

The good thing about you, your just as brazen,
A beautiful creature and devious little Asian.
What you want, is what you get,
Before the poor, young man even knows it yet.
You smile and flirt in the most obvious way,
When he steps close you just turn away.
A game of cat and mouse, not wanting to be easy,
Leaving him hopeless, like a lost ship in the seas.
Then you reel him back in with one longing stare,
Not knowing in the end, he'll be calling you dear.

Day 101

I'm in airports, on airplanes,
Still never any closer to you.
Lights flash on the wing tip,
Calling out as a beacon of hope.
I look down at the small things,
The wonders moving slow below.
They are a canvas of so many souls,
The greatest masterpiece we have to hold.
I picture you running through field of flowers,
Playfully granting wishes and blowing sweet kisses.
With you on my mind, there are colors in the sky,
You're the sunshine parting blankets of clouds,
Carrying the storms of lost love far away.